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i always feel like a damn fool.
for trying to live my life normally.
i will never be like those other girls i see laughing freely and reacting so naturally to boys flirting with them, enjoying their lives, going on dates, going for walks...
i hate that i'm so plagued with horrible memories that it can just stop me dead in my tracks and paralyze me.
and the only thing i can do is cry. like a damn fool.
for trying to live my life normally.
i will never be like those other girls i see laughing freely and reacting so naturally to boys flirting with them, enjoying their lives, going on dates, going for walks...
i hate that i'm so plagued with horrible memories that it can just stop me dead in my tracks and paralyze me.
and the only thing i can do is cry. like a damn fool.