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Torrie: how long were you and your ex together?
Me: uhhh about 2 years on and off with everything in between I guess.
Torrie: wow, that's long.
sure didn't feel so.

"Heartbreaks are painful, and it hurts a lot more when you feel helpless. Ever felt like the harder you tried, the more the person you loved slipped away from you? It’s like squeezing grains of sand in your palm." ~

Leigh-Ann: You think he was your true love?
...
Me: So, yes, in some ways I did think that. But how can you think that when they left you alone?
Leigh-Ann: Ya, that's when you know it's over.
Leigh-Ann: That's hard.

"I accepted and am in the process of taking loans out, as I have no money. I am excited for the experience and completely scared, as I know no one will probably visit me. I will be alone.

I was never doing this because of us though. I was always going for me. I will not say I'm going till all my loans are secure though. You just helped reinforce it ( Read more... )

It's been a year since I got the text saying I would be asked for advice that I never got to offer, more or less listen to.
The decision that made my life harder emotionally and tore at my heart..
What I've realized, is why I want to know why being friends was so vital after how I was treated.
I realize I pinpoint the choice often inadvertently, but ( Read more... )

"You're so brave to have come here all alone," I have heard repeatedly since I've gotten here. Leaving behind the unfamiliar and going 'so far' seems daunting and frightening to some people, I guess.
I don't consider it so brave, only because I'm not in a completely foreign place. I mean, they still speak English here. I think I'd be more courageous ( Read more... )

Random asss people. Keep it up. :]:
I forgot I can get 'texted' on my gmail:
Kim: I got this icebox where my heart used to be, i got this ice box where my heart used to beeee
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email:
Mairin: elisascotta what are you doing
do you own the song 
get your ass back home by gym class heroes? 
or
brighter than the sun by colbie caillat
my friends are really ( Read more... )

Me: @qimster You want to know what's funny. I just got into #BBT
Michele: @CopperCurls that is why we are besties for life!
Me: @qimster awww, that made me tear up. :)
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Leigh-Ann: I miss you more than my boyfriend lol.
awww. <3

During my stay home, I hung out with one of my best friend almost every day. While we were drinking and watching Lord of the Rings (class, I know), I asked her what she thought of love ( Read more... )