i started this entry out with me being content, but now i'm not. just because of the alcove chat. we were talking about colleges and merit scholarships and whatnot..and just generally, i don't feel that i'm smart enough/good enough/whatever enough to get a scholarship. and i'm sure as hell not getting any financial aid...they're counting mom's ( Read more... )

good bye aaron...maybe i should just post the conversation i had with him last night and let that speak for itself. try to guess where i start crying ( Read more... )

sigh...i got an email from the alcove...maybe you should all read it before i go on about it ( Read more... )

Fitting title for an entry written at 207...i've been tryiing to get to sleep for the past 2 hours and i finally gave up. i went to bed at around 11ish and gave up at around 120. as i told ken, the minutes seem to go by like that...and before i know it, i'ts 1 in the morning. you konw what? i don't care about spelling right now. i was going to go ( Read more... )