goodbye aaron..
good bye aaron...maybe i should just post the conversation i had with him last night and let that speak for itself. try to guess where i start crying.
Dromeda779: mreeep!
Dromeda779: ::hugsaaron::
schnazelwagg: Andromeda
schnazelwagg: Stop
Dromeda779: ?
schnazelwagg: I can't do this anymore...
Dromeda779: what?
Dromeda779: tell me.
schnazelwagg: You constantly call me, and I have nothing to say...I am not your therapist.
schnazelwagg: I hate saying this, but CTY was two years ago. I haven't seen anyone since then
Dromeda779: i don't need one. i just called to ask how you were, since you were sick.
Dromeda779: i know that.
schnazelwagg: from Skidmore or Lancaster
Dromeda779: i know that as well.
schnazelwagg: I am alright
Dromeda779: that's good.
schnazelwagg: Please stop calling so much.
Dromeda779: ok.
schnazelwagg: I wish you well, but chances are we will never see each other again
schnazelwagg: Our interaction is so one sided
Dromeda779: meaning....
schnazelwagg: You ALWAYS call me and tell me about one thing or another, I listen, and have nothing else to say
schnazelwagg: I NEVER see you, so I end having to listen to whatever is troubling you, and since I never see you, it means little to me
schnazelwagg: I have to feign sympathy towards someone I barely know anymore
schnazelwagg: I mean, I am sympathetic
Dromeda779: but that's the thing...i'm trying to keep our friendship going...
schnazelwagg: Andromeda, I am not.
Dromeda779: ok.
Dromeda779: i'm sorry i've been pestering you.
schnazelwagg: I HATE saying that, it sounds cold, but I'd rather be honest
schnazelwagg: than be a jerk
schnazelwagg: Its okay.
Dromeda779: no..it's better to be honest.
Dromeda779: i am sorry though.
Dromeda779: so...i guess this is it, then.
Dromeda779: good bye.
schnazelwagg: Don't be. You are a good person. Its just that - how we get on with one another is limited to phone calls
schnazelwagg: Not necessarily.
Dromeda779: whY?
Dromeda779: you just essentially said that you don't want to be friends anymore!
schnazelwagg: If you want to IM me, do so.
Dromeda779: and you say not necessarily?!
schnazelwagg: Um
schnazelwagg: We can still talk
Dromeda779: but it's going to be one-sided. you said so yourself.
schnazelwagg: Imean, thru AIM
schnazelwagg: Its different somehow
Dromeda779: you're never on.
schnazelwagg: Well, I've been on more lately, haven't I?
Dromeda779: yes, but you haven't in the past.
schnazelwagg: Listen. If I am on, message me. I won't block you or anything
schnazelwagg: Yeah. i just never use it.
Dromeda779: ok...::is margianlly comforted::
schnazelwagg: I don't know
schnazelwagg: If you would feel better not talking at all, then thats okay to
schnazelwagg: I just don't want to be, like, ANDROMEDA THIS IS IT GOODBYE
Dromeda779: it's just that now i feel like i'm imposing on your obviously sweet and precious time.
schnazelwagg: Please don't be sardonic
Dromeda779: well, if you feel that way, then don't be a jerk! be honest!
Dromeda779: whys shouldn't i be?
schnazelwagg: Whatever.
schnazelwagg: Fine. I'll be honest. I wish you peace and happiness in all your endevours. Take care of yourself. I would like you to stop contacting me.
schnazelwagg: Perhaps we'll meet again under different circumstances.
Dromeda779: ok.
schnazelwagg: Better ones.3.
Dromeda779: heh.
Dromeda779: right.
Dromeda779: fine then. good bye.
schnazelwagg: Good bye.
schnazelwagg signed off at 12:21:53 AM.
aaron...i may have made myself into an irritant, and you may be glad to be rid of me, but you will always be a fond memory to me.
Dromeda779: mreeep!
Dromeda779: ::hugsaaron::
schnazelwagg: Andromeda
schnazelwagg: Stop
Dromeda779: ?
schnazelwagg: I can't do this anymore...
Dromeda779: what?
Dromeda779: tell me.
schnazelwagg: You constantly call me, and I have nothing to say...I am not your therapist.
schnazelwagg: I hate saying this, but CTY was two years ago. I haven't seen anyone since then
Dromeda779: i don't need one. i just called to ask how you were, since you were sick.
Dromeda779: i know that.
schnazelwagg: from Skidmore or Lancaster
Dromeda779: i know that as well.
schnazelwagg: I am alright
Dromeda779: that's good.
schnazelwagg: Please stop calling so much.
Dromeda779: ok.
schnazelwagg: I wish you well, but chances are we will never see each other again
schnazelwagg: Our interaction is so one sided
Dromeda779: meaning....
schnazelwagg: You ALWAYS call me and tell me about one thing or another, I listen, and have nothing else to say
schnazelwagg: I NEVER see you, so I end having to listen to whatever is troubling you, and since I never see you, it means little to me
schnazelwagg: I have to feign sympathy towards someone I barely know anymore
schnazelwagg: I mean, I am sympathetic
Dromeda779: but that's the thing...i'm trying to keep our friendship going...
schnazelwagg: Andromeda, I am not.
Dromeda779: ok.
Dromeda779: i'm sorry i've been pestering you.
schnazelwagg: I HATE saying that, it sounds cold, but I'd rather be honest
schnazelwagg: than be a jerk
schnazelwagg: Its okay.
Dromeda779: no..it's better to be honest.
Dromeda779: i am sorry though.
Dromeda779: so...i guess this is it, then.
Dromeda779: good bye.
schnazelwagg: Don't be. You are a good person. Its just that - how we get on with one another is limited to phone calls
schnazelwagg: Not necessarily.
Dromeda779: whY?
Dromeda779: you just essentially said that you don't want to be friends anymore!
schnazelwagg: If you want to IM me, do so.
Dromeda779: and you say not necessarily?!
schnazelwagg: Um
schnazelwagg: We can still talk
Dromeda779: but it's going to be one-sided. you said so yourself.
schnazelwagg: Imean, thru AIM
schnazelwagg: Its different somehow
Dromeda779: you're never on.
schnazelwagg: Well, I've been on more lately, haven't I?
Dromeda779: yes, but you haven't in the past.
schnazelwagg: Listen. If I am on, message me. I won't block you or anything
schnazelwagg: Yeah. i just never use it.
Dromeda779: ok...::is margianlly comforted::
schnazelwagg: I don't know
schnazelwagg: If you would feel better not talking at all, then thats okay to
schnazelwagg: I just don't want to be, like, ANDROMEDA THIS IS IT GOODBYE
Dromeda779: it's just that now i feel like i'm imposing on your obviously sweet and precious time.
schnazelwagg: Please don't be sardonic
Dromeda779: well, if you feel that way, then don't be a jerk! be honest!
Dromeda779: whys shouldn't i be?
schnazelwagg: Whatever.
schnazelwagg: Fine. I'll be honest. I wish you peace and happiness in all your endevours. Take care of yourself. I would like you to stop contacting me.
schnazelwagg: Perhaps we'll meet again under different circumstances.
Dromeda779: ok.
schnazelwagg: Better ones.3.
Dromeda779: heh.
Dromeda779: right.
Dromeda779: fine then. good bye.
schnazelwagg: Good bye.
schnazelwagg signed off at 12:21:53 AM.
aaron...i may have made myself into an irritant, and you may be glad to be rid of me, but you will always be a fond memory to me.