i started this entry out with me being content, but now i'm not. just because of the alcove chat. we were talking about colleges and merit scholarships and whatnot..and just generally, i don't feel that i'm smart enough/good enough/whatever enough to get a scholarship. and i'm sure as hell not getting any financial aid...they're counting mom's ( Read more... )

sigh...the moment finally came you all knew it was bound to happen sooner or later...and it did. things just got to the one or ten too much stage and i actually opened that box in my bathroom drawer. i didn't use any of the pills, but i did draw blood. a teensy bit, mind you..i'm still too much of a wuss to really do anything more, but still. the ( Read more... )