two small things:
i've been here for a year now. i guess yay. just wanted to note it.
and we will be out of town for about a week, though lj is so dead i'm not sure why i bothered to say anything, i might just be bored, yay.

not awake, but most run soon, so i will pretend. no tiem for coffee either ;;

i feel like linking to this tooits so easy to forget that you aren't the only one when that shit is going on, even (sometimes) in a multiple system (sometimes its 'we' sometimes its feeling alone even if i'm blendy or axel is telling me he'll take care of me), somehow being reminded of it helps a bit ( Read more... )

i feel a lot better today, still kinda lonely and still kinda meh, but a hell of a lot better than the last few days, no big bouts of depression or anger or panic, so i guess the day off is really helping ( Read more... )

we got up early and did stuff today and by the time we got to work i felt a lot better, hopefully it'll keep up, maybe i just need to do more shit instead of sitting around...but no idea what we can do ( Read more... )

We wore a blood pressure cuff most of yesterday that went off every 15 minutes or so (every 30 minutes after 10pm, assumidly to make it easier to sleep even though we ended up taking it off for bed anyway). Every time it went off it made our wrist hurt like crazy and our fingers would start to fall asleep >/ i understand why, but damn it was ( Read more... )

We've decided to stay out of serious RP for awhile. I seem to have a few issues with RP and I'm not sure how to fix them, so its best to stick to just casual things (like cluster_fsk or DRs, but since we're no longer interested in playing canon chars DRs are harder to find...also I don't really care to look, lol), at least until Depression issues clear out ( Read more... )

We has a dishwasher ^_ ( Read more... )

So apparently it is my anniversary again today. Been here two years. Or will have been when it gets to whenever-the-fuck-time o'clock that i showed up ( Read more... )

So, a few weeks back (on father's day, actually), Buru broke down. The engine gave out while i was on the highway, though thankfully I managed to get her to the shoulder before she stopped running. We had her towed, arranged the have a place run a diagnostic on her, and went to spend the rest of the day with the family/borrow Tom's jeep to get ( Read more... )

...Sorry?
Yeah. I'm not good at getting thoughts/feelings across in my entries.

I did not mean to insult anyone or say anyone was or was not real. (I meant to say its not my business to know if you are or not, anyway ( Read more... )