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i feel like linking to this too.
its so easy to forget that you aren't the only one when that shit is going on, even (sometimes) in a multiple system (sometimes its 'we' sometimes its feeling alone even if i'm blendy or axel is telling me he'll take care of me), somehow being reminded of it helps a bit.
i'd been trying to force myself to do something about it but we kinda crashed, some stupid physical issues and nervousness about a doctor soon, i dunno if i can get back to trying to turn it around soon or not but at least i feel a little more inspired to do so. though the last two days i was fine until we had to do something (even sleep) so i guess we'll see how it goes. we should be better in a few weeks, at least a bit.
also, lol, i tried to write "inspidered," that is thankfully not correct, ehehe.
--ct, using community icons
its so easy to forget that you aren't the only one when that shit is going on, even (sometimes) in a multiple system (sometimes its 'we' sometimes its feeling alone even if i'm blendy or axel is telling me he'll take care of me), somehow being reminded of it helps a bit.
i'd been trying to force myself to do something about it but we kinda crashed, some stupid physical issues and nervousness about a doctor soon, i dunno if i can get back to trying to turn it around soon or not but at least i feel a little more inspired to do so. though the last two days i was fine until we had to do something (even sleep) so i guess we'll see how it goes. we should be better in a few weeks, at least a bit.
also, lol, i tried to write "inspidered," that is thankfully not correct, ehehe.
--ct, using community icons