Right, so...
We've decided to stay out of serious RP for awhile. I seem to have a few issues with RP and I'm not sure how to fix them, so its best to stick to just casual things (like cluster_fsk or DRs, but since we're no longer interested in playing canon chars DRs are harder to find...also I don't really care to look, lol), at least until Depression issues clear out more.
Honestly, we should be going to a doctor about one cause of it but...insurance and money and...not gonna happen. We're figuring out ways to deal with it, but it still leaves us having issues at least one or two weeks out of the month.
I think about half the reason I want to app to some places is cause of chats, but that's not a good enough reason if I risk getting too wrapped up in things again. We do hope that it gets better in time, or that the moar casual things lead to me learning how to handle it better or just hand it back over to Diz, who knows how to do it better and has been doing it longer anyway, but whatever.
I guess most of you don't care, but I felt like posting it anyway.
Honestly, we should be going to a doctor about one cause of it but...insurance and money and...not gonna happen. We're figuring out ways to deal with it, but it still leaves us having issues at least one or two weeks out of the month.
I think about half the reason I want to app to some places is cause of chats, but that's not a good enough reason if I risk getting too wrapped up in things again. We do hope that it gets better in time, or that the moar casual things lead to me learning how to handle it better or just hand it back over to Diz, who knows how to do it better and has been doing it longer anyway, but whatever.
I guess most of you don't care, but I felt like posting it anyway.