Neil is seeing someone else, has been for the last 7 months ..he told me today when he rang, thats why he backed out of today. However he "still wants to see me" - but I can't and won't be someones bit on the side ( Read more... )

Neil cancelled, date off. He texted me to say he couldn't make it and that he would ring me up....but still, I wanted to *see* him. I'm away all weekend, so it will be tuesday @ least before we meet. So while I wasn't stood up so to speak, I feel it.

On a plus point, my mother just brought me ice-cream.

Grrrrrrr, I just hate people who do that.....he ruined my crush on him within 24 hours!!!!!! Bastard!!!!!!! I'm so annoyed that he didn't live up to his ideals.....or the ideals I made up for him at least ( Read more... )