I love him less, methinks, than yesterday.
Grrrrrrr, I just hate people who do that.....he ruined my crush on him within 24 hours!!!!!! Bastard!!!!!!! I'm so annoyed that he didn't live up to his ideals.....or the ideals I made up for him at least.
Well that was a quick and horrible death to my imaginary romance....ah well, to soothe my pain I have two weeks of doing nothing ahead of me. I wonder how I'll cope.
On another unrelated point, a friend of mine is in relationship: and I'm happy that he is, truely. Idiot happy, but in the nicest possible way :).....now I've something to say, but I can help wondering what the reaction will be......it's not good news, and I don't want to become a great big sucking blackhole of "me-ness" and detract from his happiness.......I don't know what to do. My life is never easy.