oh how pissed i am. at just about everything. which is stupid. this is so goddamn frustrating. i can't do a thing about it. i don't believe them when they say it's harmless. i don't want to wait. i don't want to be at the mercy of medicines that fuck up my eyesight and my ability to hold a fucking cup, and don't work besides. i wonder sometimes if ( Read more... )

no band tonight, which is a bummer.
i drove to seattle anyway, for chai, but somewhere in the last part of my journey my blinkers and taillights and gas gauge and temp gauge decided to take the rest of the day off, as if they could get away with it. it was tricky driving for a little while. it's a little worrisome to be driving and have this ( Read more... )

i looked at a news paper today while i was waiting for something, and on the front page there was a blip about how some guy was found guilty of threatening people in a mall with a gun ( Read more... )

you should never try to save someone unless they're absolutely incapable of saving themselves. and want to be saved. minor things deserve advice, sometimes demonstration, but you should never try to do it for them past the one demo. tell them what should be done, let them try and figure it out, and if they won't, let it get worse and don't do ( Read more... )

what a vicious little book. very good ( Read more... )

i wrote a post about how angry i get and the resulting short-circuit-and-detatch method of preventing me from snapping then i realized it was silly for me to share that because i don't actually ever let myself go and i'm probably just pmsing even though i really do feel like killing things and these are not really things i want to share on ( Read more... )