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Mind dump
I've got myself in quite a way. I think it's finally time to start talking to a professional therapist about my fears and anxieties. It is past time. I should have done this years ago. Then I would have the tools to stop being so on edge all of the time. I have to get rid of the Sword of Damocles that I feel hanging over my head ( Read more... ) -
God damn it
Every fucking time.
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Constantly stuck going in circles
I'm once again crushing on someone who is likely not interested or otherwise involved. I need to break this cycle of bullshit. I need to meet the right person at the right time. Fuck. So sick of this bullshit. -
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I'm eternally cursed to meet the right person at the wrong time. -
Late Night Musings: 2016 Edition
Time passes. Faces vanish into the recesses of our mind. Memories fade. All that remains of those we love and are loved by are the changes they etch upon our souls. The impressions they leave upon us help to shape the nature of our being. We owe it to the world to try and make it a better place by doing what we can to shape the people in a positive ( Read more... ) -
Sigh
It seems as though every time I meet someone who is the least bit interesting it never works out, or seems not to anyway. Once again, I've been talking with someone who would be perfect for me, and once again it hasn't worked out. Between things not working out with her and not being able to find a job that isn't making me miserable, I'm having a ( Read more... ) -
Why?
Restless. Trapped. Hopeless. These are the things I feel right now that I shouldn't be feeling. These are the things that I need to improve. I just need to find out how. Why does the Universe shit on me at every possible chance. Every time something looks like it's going to go well... BAM! The Universe pulls the plug. I think people are in to me ( Read more... ) -
Ha! It wasn't a year this time!
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An overdue post
It is common to start a long overdue post with a comment saying it was long overdue, so there you go. Now I have to get some things off of my mind that have been bugging me and they'll provide insight into who I am ( Read more... )