After all these months, I should address this:
Thank you for deleting me from your lives.
I don't regret blocking you out of mine.
The venom you spit about all of your friends isn't what everyone else is doing.
Everyone is clearly aware you love to hear your own words,
They all see you pat yourselves on the back numerous times an hour.
We both know this ( Read more... )

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Sometimes, it would be easier if we never fell in love. Does lust ruin it just as badly? Probably. Either way, I still adamently fight the fact that I may or may not love Sean. Despite the growing number of times he says "I love you" to me or makes comment of "being a part of the family anyway" or going to see his family for Christmas...my emotions ( Read more... )

So, last night...yeah, that was a fun one. Started off pretty dull and dead. Two of our "brothel" girls left after a first drink. Luckily, the boys showed up just in time to liven things up. Shots, darts, talking and goofing around turned into a slight chip fight and a challenge ( Read more... )

This morning, I saw two acts of generosity that made me smile. At work the past two weeks, vendors, sales, customers, ect have been bringing in food (love holiday luncheons even if Sales might have tried to poison us with Jimmy Johns' alfalfa sprouts). People have been donating to charities (more than usual ( Read more... )

( Just Another Regret? )

Last night was clearly interesting. I'll explain later...or not ( Read more... )

I very much miss a boy...a boy who never has been mentioned on this site. A boy who I never dated but had a flirting relatinship with. My work computer has very few songs stored in its iTunes and one of them just so happens to be a song that was a part of one of our nights hanging out. This makes me miss this boy.  Then, the song changes and I hear ( Read more... )

I will admit that I don’t trust a lot of people. Even towards the friends I’ve been friends with since grade school, I have some reservations. Nothing personal. I rarely give up my whole heart to people. A lot of my friends have gone through the battles with me. Everything I give is earned. Danielle is not like that at all and we had this great ( Read more... )

I love how things have worked out. I love who I've become! I'm still very much me. But finally I have the freedom to be outgoing and fun like I use to be! Very few people around me think of me as the "quiet one" because, let's be honest, if you spend enough time with me, you realize I am not the quiet one! I never really have been. Sure, I love to ( Read more... )