So, he has reached his expiration date. I'm bored with him. I've honestly tried. Without going into specifics, this is not the fairytale (and I'm spoiled enough to want the fairytale). He doesn't surprise me (however, it did surprise me when he called me out when I flirted with another guy as planned. That got him to notice. And after Omar hit on me, he became his old self). Maybe part of me is ready to sever emotions because I know if I push it, he'll be the one breaking my heart in the end. Or maybe I realize what many of my friends don't--I don't have to always say yes to everyone who asks! I don't have to settle!
And I anticipate a "no" decision on Thursday night when an important person makes their judgment on him. That has already been expressed lately that the person has their reservations about him. I won't let it define my actions...but these people are close to me for a reason. Then again, I don't like her guy so why like mine? haha No,, I'm the grownup here and quite honestly I want someone better. Kind of freaking myself out for how civil I am being. But, it's not Thursday yet.
But the idea has been bouncing back and forth these past two weeks or so. So, we'll just see what happens.
The weekend was awesome yet again.
Friday--work was good. We went out to dinner. We went out for a pre-party. We went to the party where I got to know Scott and Troy and Christie and Flora and the whole gang (well, those were the only ones I caught their names). Scott sort of freaked me out a little--especially when he was very close near the end of the night. Troy I wanted to befriend from the beginning! And I was not alone in the fact that his presence was probably the most fun to be around. I REALLY liked Troy (strictly friends). Shame he lives in New York! I never did say goodbye to my flirt buddy. He disappeared about the time the party really started. Shame, he missed Bernie's striptease, Christie & Flora's Santa Baby dance and more importantly the cake fight. I missed the cake fight all because we wanted to get back to get my "boy fix before bed." But it was probably a good thing we left. Being covered in cake on the car ride back would have been miserable. And I could only imagine what would happen when we were spotted by the boys. Also, as we were leaving Friday night, some amazing guy in a band escorted us to our cars. Thank you adorable long-haired boy with a heart!
Saturday--the weekends must have switched. Last weekend, it was not really out & about weather but we still managed to go out anyway. This weekend was beautiful and clear but we ended up staying in with movies. I still did manage to do a few more Christmas shopping...still have to get Danielle's present but everyone else is covered. Danielle and Dad still haven't started. But Danielle usually gives presents after Christmas and Dad goes on Christmas eve night.
And Sunday--we had quite the adventure! We nearly died but didn't. I was content in the backseat of the car with a chocolate-covered marshmallow snowman and movie theater popcorn for dinner and my new addiction to a new brand of iced peach tea. Many many many new catchphrases, stories, inside jokes and quotes were born today which is always a blast. And not to mention, I was able to spend some quality time with good friends.
Now, it's off to bed. Work will be busy before Christmas (and troubling trying to figure out this whole external working from home issue) but I can handle it. Doesn't seem like Christmas yet.
And since I love writing down quotes from the days:
Friday: I can't remember half the shit Troy said but he deserved to be quoted.
Saturday: "this is not fair! I'm doing the walk of shame out of my own house! And I was sober and didn't get any last night!"
Sunday: "I'm gangsta."A "I'm gangsta"B "Of course you are because we're friends"A "I'm not"C "That's okay. You're just my drunk fwend"B "I don't think I'm the drunk one"C
And of course: "that's Kourt's distress call." "They think we have a wounded animal" "Now, there will be coyotes chasing the car" "shut up, guys, I can't get the stupid bag open"
I very much love the people in my life...this needs it's own entry...soon.