I think I'm getting a motorcycle. I've always wanted one but was too afraid to step up. A dude I know buys and resells salvage bikes - the ones people wreck ( Read more... )

Existence is wierd.

The last time I suffered a concussion, in 2005, everything in my life changed. I came out, divorced my wife, gave up over $2M in net worth, eventually changed my career path, spent a month in Europe, another month hiking Alaska, and embraced a much simpler, honest life ( Read more... )

( another bullshit emmo crap post )

We kind of rehashed everything toward each other last night. I'm not sure how it happened - it didn't need to ( Read more... )

So my friend Tammy almost died Monday. Septic Shock. Temp spiked at 105.5. They pumped antibiotics straight into her main arteries for 4 straight days. Her doctors told her Tuesday that it's was OK to go ahead a quit. She told them "no, I have things to do." Just damn ( Read more... )

There is a connection missing in my life. A connection with someone, a love, a personal every day connection that means more to my life than, well, my life. That's not a connection that can be sated by random sex with strangers, or by drugs, or alcohol. But a connection I hoped to have found recently but which, to my consternation, has alluded me ( Read more... )

Today was a better day. Yesterday was weird for me and I'm afraid this whole week will be. A combination of rejection and everything else. I'm looking forward to seeing my friends at the end of the week but the funeral dampens that a bit. I'm not sure how well I'll cope as so many feelings may spill loose - Mom's passing, several other friends ( Read more... )

Kind of stressed but doing okay. Spent the early morning helping a friend haul some appliances he bought. Being able to help people soothes my soul - though it was on about 3 hours of sleep. Caffeine is my friend ( Read more... )

I've been going hard at it about 20+ hours every day for the last few days and the strange thing is, even as exhausted as I feel when I lay down, I can't get to sleep. Once I'm up and going again I feel just fine. Wondering wondering ( Read more... )