thank god 2010 is almost over cause dear god what an awful last couple of months it's been. Halloween on has pretty much just sucked every last bit of hope and dream out of my already drained body ( Read more... )

well it's 5 am and i'm up as usual. No matter what these days i'm up till this god awful hour. I can't go to bed though cause Nick is in it sleeping since he has work and I have off...Hell yeah 3 days off don't know what to do with myself. Probably just sleep the weekend away is what it will come down to ( Read more... )

So wow almost 2 years and I finally made my way back..lol...guess this is one of those things you can't really ever get away from. But it's something to do at 8 am when you should have been in bed, but aren't because thank god I have off again which means I can sleep all day ( Read more... )

So I found out that my theropy is completely covered by my insurence so i'm going for free basically. YAY cause god knows I need it. I saw her once but that's when I thought I was paying and of course when do I ever have money, so now that it's free i'm totally going more often. And of course i'm nervous again I mean it's like pressure to think of ( Read more... )

so I have to say i'm like totally obsessed with getting back with my ex, and I don't know why. I have a very certin type of guy I usually go for, dark hair, green, brown or blue eyes. Gottee always helps glasses, dorky looking guys, taller guys, buff guys, skinny guys I have without a doubt always drooled after these. And my ex is blonde, shorter ( Read more... )

so yeah it's been over a year, wow WTF, who knew a year could go by so fast, I think I may get into this whole livejournal again cause I can't do the whole writing in a real journal thing ( Read more... )

So I sometimes don't know how to handle some things, and people. I hate when I feel I have to apoligize or explains my actions, I mean when I do something really shitty i'll be more then happy to say i'm sorry or try and make it right. But it gets exhausting trying to keep the peace and please everyone. I can't. And I won't. It's not worth it ( Read more... )

So wow it's been like a few months since I last posted, I thought I had let the paid thing go, but guess that was just for the user pics cause they went from over 100 to like 5 so not cool..I had a ton...damnit, oh well ( Read more... )

If you couldn't tell yesterday was just straight up SHITTY. I was still sick, so I wasn't in th best of moods, and I come in to this LONG list of things the RM said to change, ok so i'm working on those, oh wait we have to do like 2100 bucks yesterday, WTF we could only do that during the holidays, but yes I know it's like real close to the big ol ( Read more... )

I swear these past two days have just sucked. I am completly sick, I have gone through 3 boxes of tissues. Yes I know that's not possible but trust me I did it with ease. I have been popping dayquil and nyquil, you know those names are just weird, whose the dork who came up with those names. And I mean seriously. Do these pills really do anything, ( Read more... )