another morning
well it's 5 am and i'm up as usual. No matter what these days i'm up till this god awful hour. I can't go to bed though cause Nick is in it sleeping since he has work and I have off...Hell yeah 3 days off don't know what to do with myself. Probably just sleep the weekend away is what it will come down to.
Other then that, I really am starting to be annoyed with work. I mean I feel like i'm surrounded by idiots, and I don't mean in my store I mean in general just the shit they come out with and then what they want to you to say to sell it. I mean really why don't I just play a recording and say if you'd like to speak to a customer service agent please press this button. Oh well it's retail they just want money and to be the #1 blah blah blah.
It's so sad really I have been like super crushing on some guy I went to high school with. I don't even know if I even talked to him in high school. And yet I can't seem to get him off my mind. He's super hot and i'm sure has a super sexy voice to go with it. Speaking of guys, my ex has been living in NY for over a month now, keep in mind that he's bi and well had never been with a man before, Well that certinaly changed it's always nice hearing about your gay virgin ex (well virgin in the gay world) go on and on about his tranny neighbor who apprently is pre op and well he did every gay thing possible. I was shocked, and a little upset. but that's probably because with me he was all talk and with some random stranger was all for it.
Why oh why can't I get a boyfriend to meet me halfway. They either are whores, or don't want to do anything. I may not be sexual but damnit I do have needs that do require attention from time to time. Guess that's really about it. I know so exciting but i'm super tired and i have to be up for at least another 4 hours.
Other then that, I really am starting to be annoyed with work. I mean I feel like i'm surrounded by idiots, and I don't mean in my store I mean in general just the shit they come out with and then what they want to you to say to sell it. I mean really why don't I just play a recording and say if you'd like to speak to a customer service agent please press this button. Oh well it's retail they just want money and to be the #1 blah blah blah.
It's so sad really I have been like super crushing on some guy I went to high school with. I don't even know if I even talked to him in high school. And yet I can't seem to get him off my mind. He's super hot and i'm sure has a super sexy voice to go with it. Speaking of guys, my ex has been living in NY for over a month now, keep in mind that he's bi and well had never been with a man before, Well that certinaly changed it's always nice hearing about your gay virgin ex (well virgin in the gay world) go on and on about his tranny neighbor who apprently is pre op and well he did every gay thing possible. I was shocked, and a little upset. but that's probably because with me he was all talk and with some random stranger was all for it.
Why oh why can't I get a boyfriend to meet me halfway. They either are whores, or don't want to do anything. I may not be sexual but damnit I do have needs that do require attention from time to time. Guess that's really about it. I know so exciting but i'm super tired and i have to be up for at least another 4 hours.