Bitterness level: 1/10
Sadness and sense of loss level: 9.5/10 - because of the missing father from the following wonderful family activities.

Jeremy kissed Ashley on the way home from club tonight. The following message insued between said boy and Ashley's Dorm Mommy (ie - me) ~ All quite to Ashley's horrified chargin

Hello Mrs. Rodgers! My name is ( Read more... )

Bitterness: 1/10
Sadness and Woe: 10/10

Marginal break down today. The PTSD from all the past stuff really needs to get dealt with because it's just compounding the current stuff.

I thought I was doing SO good being around Abby all afternoon and evening and handling her negative, dismissive, directly unkind attitude toward me, but by the end of the ( Read more... )

When your trust is all but shattered,
when your faith is all but killed,
you can give up, bitter and battered,
or you can slowly start to build.

Sherlock Holmes and Watson are my new favourite bro-mance couple. Hands down. They rock all the socks into a box ( Read more... )

To start with: I pull off a damn-good Bridal shower and screw anyone who doesn't think I make a wonderful maid of honor ( Read more... )

Did you do something you would never do ( Read more... )

Left at 9:30 and home at 4:30 - Rodgers' sure know how to do funeral events ( Read more... )

I am so tired. Really really tired.

This relationship is getting to be really tough. And it's wearing on me.

I don't know if I can do it anymore

EDIT: 3:17am I <33333 you Abby. Even if we need serious marriage counseling.

As in, I need one. Desperately ( Read more... )

I am starting to get distinctly tired of taking it up the bum from every angle of my life. Seriously ( Read more... )