Maru, Junno and Ueda took Kame out for drinks when night came. He agreed wholeheartedly, because he needed something to get his mind off Juri’s reaction. The boy still hadn’t contacted him and it was starting to get Kame worried. Where had he run to? What could he be doing without the rings?

He pushed these thoughts in the back of his mind, though ( Read more... )

It took them a while to get started, mostly because Kame wanted to use all the time he had to properly apologize. The fact that Jin had already informed them beforehand was good, but it didn’t take his shame and his guilt away. The positive outcome was that they had found the time to digest the news while he was away and the only thing he had to ( Read more... )

Two days before the said week was over, Kame gathered his bandmates and had them sit down around the table to announce them his decision. He had spent many hours thinking and trying to find the solution to the problem, the solution that would please everyone. In the end, he had to give up and admit that there was no such solution. He would have to ( Read more... )

Things weren’t as bad as Juri had been afraid of. When they eventually made their way to the dining room, nobody approached him. Jin’s burning stare remained on him for more than 5 minutes, but none from the table of KAT-TUN walked up to them with accusing questions. And they allowed themselves to relax and properly enjoy their food.

And yet, ( Read more... )

“What took you so long? Something happened, right? What happened?”

“Wow, hey, calm down, I just got here!”

“Tell me!”

Juri freed his hand from Jin’s grip with an angry yelp and took a step back. Jin sighed in frustration and agony and tried to touch him again, but Juri raised his hands in defense.

“Am I allowed to take a breath?”

“You were ( Read more... )

The first hour went by in a slow, torturing way. Kame didn’t only have to deal with the endless thoughts filling his mind, he also had to try and ignore the pain of his swollen lip. Ueda had held back, it was obvious. If he had used full force, Kame’s jaw would be broken, but that was the least of his problems. He kicked and punched his bed and the ( Read more... )

“What do you want to know?” Kame asked curiously with a slight frown and a sudden, fast heartbeat. “Why do you even want to know?”

“I want to know more about you.” Jin said with another frown, clearly frustrated with the fact that Kame still couldn’t realize how much he wanted to know all of him. “I know it’s difficult, but maybe you will feel ( Read more... )

Kame spent the next day worrying about what he should do about Ryo. He had managed to avoid Jin completely, but after breakfast, he was starting to get really stressed. He had promised to make a new beginning without secret and lies, but on the other hand, Ryo had said that he didn’t intend to make another move…was it really fair to spill the beans ( Read more... )

The last thing Kame expected the morning after the night he returned was to see his bandmates act like he had never disappeared without a trace. They stood up and pulled him to their table, shoving a plate of food in front of him and warning him that a very tight and strict schedule was coming up, since they had left a few songs unfinished. By the ( Read more... )

By the time Juri came back, found out Kame’s whereabouts and proceeded to visit him at his place, Ueda had already smashed an ashtray and broken the leg of a chair. Kame hadn’t even bothered protesting; what would be the point, anyway? Ueda had every right to be furious, and not just him. Everyone would have the right to be furious at Kame. Kame, ( Read more... )