So much loss of dear ones.. I had to stop writing for a while because it just seemed to hurt so much. Every time I turned around I've been losing another friend. I hadn't posted since just before Boars hunt. Well the SCA season is now over. And yet again at Banner War I was having a memorial for a dearly loved one. This time it was for Jesse Lee ( Read more... )

well is has been 1 week since i posted/blogged last. What I found interesting is that both here and on my space. I had a grand total of only 6 responces to my request for replies to my comments on hope from 6 weeks ago. 3 comments on each. What I find intersting is, is it a case where so few had thoughts on the subject or just a matter of so few ( Read more... )

It been a while since I’ve taken the time to post anything here. If I could get the time to post more often, maybe these wouldn’t’ be so long. But at least I AM doing this and not bottling…

So I am just plain frazzled to a crisp. My nerves are raw and I’m easily pissed off…Bluntly I have just had it…I just feel like I keep walking into glass doors ( Read more... )

I just made the observation that I have have been using the word "hope" a lot lately. In the last few days it seems to have appeared in atleast 80% of the messages I have sent via myspace, live journal, email, text message and general conversations. I guess I am on a strong optomistic upswing on things lately. Or it is the thin, yet stretchy ( Read more... )