May 21, 2008 02:09
well is has been 1 week since i posted/blogged last. What I found interesting is that both here and on my space. I had a grand total of only 6 responces to my request for replies to my comments on hope from 6 weeks ago. 3 comments on each. What I find intersting is, is it a case where so few had thoughts on the subject or just a matter of so few bother to read my posting/blogs?
What ever.......Moving on....
What I thought was an upturn was only an illusion. The hope that I once had that I had made a correct job decision to work with phones, etc., and that maybe, just maybe, my mom would keep her word and actully clean up the shop and some other things so I could have room to work, office space, so I could be productive, and I'd have money coming in, that dillusion is on lifesupport with a sporactic pulse and I'm ready to pull the plug. Too little, too late. Yet another failed business attempt. I'm sick. I'm burned out to crisp. I'm fed up. I'm broke. I'm tired of fighting up hill constantly. I'm broken.
The thin strand of hope I was hanging by, has become a financial noose.
hope,
stress