i'm not here to win like i've thought, but in a weird way i always find something good. well i haven't yet. i'm still picking up the peices to something that will never heal completely. i still regret and want to say the things i mean but will never do. it would be pointless in the end. i failed at it and i do regret it because it is something i ( Read more... )

its hard to believe i'm still alive. i had another seizure earlier this month and never went to get checked out. i can't miss work anymore. i'm sick of all the meds and drama from everyone and thats what caused it. now i'm going to get ripped about having another seizure but knowing my luck no one cares lol

what more is there to say in this post. well if i keep going i will be dead. oh and you are all thinking one thing. good

its been about a month since I've been on. its been real tough the last month. i feel empty but whatever I'm used to getting hurt. why should i let this one bug me so bad. she says she loves me but not in love with me. if this was so true then why have i been getting the shit end. because i gave it my all? because i still love like i said I'll ( Read more... )

how can we fix when no one wants to change? how can we live if we don't talk? how will we survive our lives together when you don't tell me things? how will we? how will we? I can tell you now how. you want to know the things i know and what you want to know about me? here you go. pay close attention to this and this will answer all your questions ( Read more... )

Wow! It's still active. Anyways just dropping in to relax and blow up my mind. Yeah a lot of shit has happened. Lets see to begin with my ego is the size of the moon at times. Second I don't know what to do about flipping out over stupid shit. third I can't help it but I'm the horniest motherfucker that I know of. I'm tired of fighting with my baby ( Read more... )

just thought i would let everyone know im still alive.

lot of shit going on dont have enough time to talk about it well im in love again :). i love u baby! just scared wat the future holds for me thats all. well thats all i have to really say because im tired and frustrated. (thanks amanda). later ppl

i dont know wat is going on but i feel like something bad is going to happen. well i found out yesturday that it wasnt my friend i should have been worried about.im in the shower yesturday around 2 and i hear my phone go off and its my girlfriend. well im thinking ill call her back when i get out. then she calls again now im in a hurry to get out ( Read more... )

i dont know wat is going on but i feel like something bad is going to happen. my friend was online and next thing i know hes gone. well thats all i got to say but i guess if he wants to talk hell call me.