nothing.
i'm not here to win like i've thought, but in a weird way i always find something good. well i haven't yet. i'm still picking up the peices to something that will never heal completely. i still regret and want to say the things i mean but will never do. it would be pointless in the end. i failed at it and i do regret it because it is something i want to change in my life so bad. i will never get the chance to look into it. i will never get the chance to touch it. i will never get the chance to speak from the heart about everything. in the end i have nothing.