Sep 13, 2007 01:37
how can we fix when no one wants to change? how can we live if we don't talk? how will we survive our lives together when you don't tell me things? how will we? how will we? I can tell you now how. you want to know the things i know and what you want to know about me? here you go. pay close attention to this and this will answer all your questions. i'm the one who has been raised by two parents who pushed me to succeed. i gave up on myself and then they did the same. i'm the person if anything needs. my GED is just that my GED. you want to help thats great honey but i don't really accept help easy. i grew up as a let down since middle school. i just stop caring about myself and what i became after that. since i've been with you i've been doing my hardest to break that so i dont lose you or hurt you and i have and im sorry for that but this is really a new thing to have someone actually care for me like you do. stop me before i start. when you make plans tell right afterwards so i dont go asshole on you. tell me things so i do know whats going on. if you dont want to see so and don't ignore my textes. yeah you were busy but you could have said something. and emily spending the night is whatever ok. just let me know what the hell is going on so i dont go ape shit and that will reduce our fights a lot and you know it. its not easy for me to stop going when i get going. just read this and youll understand what im saying.