How about stay together for the parents? The boyfriends? The friends? The employers? The former three are invaluable to me and I would certainly not be here without them - isn't it payback time for all the times they have worried about me, been lied to (and damn well known it), trod on eggshells around me, been patient with me when they wanted to ( Read more... )

Ding Ding, round I-have-no-idea-lost-count-years-ago ( Read more... )

"How are you?" I keep hearing and reading... and silence in response. No updates, no mention of my state of mind or health - hiding so that I don't have to lie. Keeping quiet so that I don't sound hypocritical ( Read more... )

It's been a while, dear blog. Why? I have shied away for the very reason that not all that long ago I was defending myself against. The last few weeks have been a struggle, in particular this past week as my boyfriend was away skiing so I, left to my own devices, went a little (quite to very) off track. I thought it irresponsible to come here ( Read more... )