i hate that place but they put the house over my head tires on my car gas in it and the insurance card in the wallet oh and the booze in the fridge...almost everyone hates there job i dont plan on things being like this afther i get done what needs to be i am enrolling into a highschool program 1 on 1 learning not so stoked but cant put that off ( Read more... )

well i have been working doubles at both places all week only work one job today finally a nigth off...im realizing i have nothing...nothing here at all except for memories and money to be made...im kinda enjoying what im falling into its lonely but when im always at work im not too alone i enjoy sitting at the bar aftherwords enjoying a fine beer ( Read more... )

life feels like its back to normal im finaly in the mind set im were i need to be bussiness wise worked 50 hours this week and i feel that the menu im puting out and mangement all fits into place perfect...theres stil a hole much smaller but when dwelled on it hurts more cuase i feel like i should be happier then a tornado ina trailor park...i feel ( Read more... )

well im fucking torn up from the floor up.been sipin on tha patron since god only knows when.start work soon i love that im starting to figure out how to deal with my chemical imbalance i broke my oath ate a hand full of xanaxwith my yeagar and took some up the nose on top of that first time in a month and a half lastnigth...but im done i want my ( Read more... )

im happy.i swear it...why does sleeping have to be so haunting all i do is roll and awaken all throught the nigth...weather its sensual pleasant memories or the heart crushing ones.all i know is you got me good baby girl i cant get you out of my thoughts....if you read this please dont creepout i am happy for the love youve found ( Read more... )

i cant breath...i try to but all i feel is a sharp pain in my throat...all i can do is think back when my life involved trust love and comfort somthing thats a vary distant mermory to this present day...how long can this go on...im thankful to what i do have myself and memories a car packed full of my clothes once again and a sweet job...my dad ( Read more... )

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agggh life what a treat...well the culinary institute of america looks like the school for me talked to a consiler eariler this week.stoked on that ina year or so i can move up to queens im thinking i wanna live in astoria its like greek town my aunt lives there its beautiful.looks like i migth be working in both wholesale and the resturant at ( Read more... )

ahh life is good i have been feeling so much better without a stressful living situation.started school again too shits tigth.im happy most of my friends are able to look past my crazy ass escapades from a few months back.ive been planing and saving to possibly open a small bussiness sometime later this year.been going to thearpy its been helping ( Read more... )

live is turning up ive fallen into the most successful opurtunity yet baklava cheese cakes about to open there factory weve been picked up as on of u.s foods desserts providers.i droped erin its not time for any of that bullshit . Ill finally have the house on grandveiw all to myself in a month im getting the notice signed by the landlord tommorw i ( Read more... )