Thoughts
Title: Thoughts
Pairing: !broken Minho/Taemin
Rating: PG-15
Summary: What you think may not be what’s true.
A/n: Happy Birthday Taemin! It's quite a rush work.... Enjoy!
-Taemin POV-
I’m always told by Hyung that I’m still too young to know what love is but I beg to differ. It’s just a reason you give yourself not to love me. No matter how many times I told you that I love you, your answer would always be the same.
I hid a box of chocolate behind my back, today was another great opportunity for me to confess my love for you. Will take me seriously if you I confess to you today? I waited quietly outside your door, luckily Jonghyun isn’t around. I pushed down the handle and peeked in. You were lying on your bed like usual, I smiled.
It’s not the first time I’m been stalking you at home. I would always take my time to admire you until someone or oyu notice my presence at the door. Jonghyun hyung says that it’s my obsession for you but I personally thinks that it’s more of my love for you makes me who I am today.
“Hyung~” I called out to get your attention. You smiled softly and I went over to your bed. I present you the box of dark chocolate and smiled brightly to you.
“I love you, Minho hyung.” You ruffled my hair, and muttered a soft thanks to me. You accepted my gift and placed it on the table at the side. Does that means we are officially together? I cuddled in bed with you. You seemed a little uneasy, was it because of my action. Isn’t this how couple should act?
“Hyung, I love you.” I wrapped my arms around you tightly but you only pat softly on my hair.
“Taemin ah, you are still too young to understand what love is.” With that you pushed me away and got off from the bed, bringing that box of chocolate to the kitchen.
It been the nth time you rejected my confession and the last rejection was 14 March, which was last month. Actually I don’t know what should I do to get your love, if confession doesn’t work anymore. Perhaps I should really wait until I’m 18. I would stand a better chance since I would be legal by then.
I’m glad that you don’t push me away, at least you allowed me to follow you around like a maknae I am. This means that you are alright with me loving you, isn’t it? With my love around you and you don’t feeling burden at all, does that means you love me too?
I consulted Jonghyun hyung, he suggested that I should start with chessy lines like how he always do with Key. Maybe I should give it a shot. I saw you watching Running Man alone in the living room, what a great opportunity for me to using my newly learnt chessy stuff. I plopped myself beside you. I waited patiently for commercial, it doesn’t really matter if I said it now or later, at least I need to have his attention.
“Hyung… Can I ask you a riddle?” He looked at me, taking on the challenge I have for him. He always look so cute when he’s serious.
“What alphabet do I love the most?” He pondered for a moment.
“T? For your name?” I shook my head, still acting like an innocent kid asking some stupid question.
“S? For SHINee?” I shook my head again. He would never guess it.
“Give up?” He pouted as he never like giving up.
“Alright, tell me the answer.” I smirked slightly.
“U.” I stared at him, he was turning a little red, was he blushing? What Jonghyun hyung thought me actually worked!
“Where did you learn all those from? Not learning things that you should be learning.” He pinched my nose and walked away with saying anything else.
It didn’t work really well, our relationship is still like before. Maybe I should be a little more romantic. Maybe I should say those chessy things at night or when the atmosphere is right. How about tonight I cuddle with Minho hyung. That should do! I waited for midnight to come.
Finally after a long wait, everyone in the dorm was finally asleep. I crept out from my bed and quickly sneaked into Jonghyun and Minho hyung’s room.
He seemed to be still reading his novel. He noticed me at the door and signaled me to his bed as he moved an empty space for me. I got this habit of mine sometimes that I will sleepover at his bed. To him it’s like a once a week thingy.
He switch off the small reading lamp beside him. I snuggled close to him. Usually I would be talking with him at night, but tonight I just don’t know what I should say. What would be the best moment for me to say it. I love the way you caress my hair as if I was like your lover.
“Is there something wrong, Tae? You are unusually quiet tonight. Something’s wrong?” Your words of concern warm my heart. How I selfishly wished it will only be mine.
“Hyung….I’m a coward”
“Did you have a nightmare?” You were afraid something bad might happened to me right?
“When I watch horror movie I don’t have the courage to open my eyes. When I go to high ground, my legs will shake.”
“But for me, the scariest thing is when I can’t see you.” I buried my head on your chest, you ran your hand down my hair softly.
“Taemin ah, don’t worry… It’s just a dream. I will forever be by your side.”
I’m officially turning 18 by tomorrow. This few months our relationship was really getting closer and closer. I like the skinship we have, whether in front of fans or behind the scene.
Perhaps if I confess again, Minho would take me serious. I’m already 18 soon.
Today will be the day where 2min turn real. Today will also be the day where I see light gleaming brightly in my life. Today will also be the day where I can walk on this road with you.
I wanted to find you in your room, I happily opened the door but you weren’t alone…
I thought you are only mine, Minho…
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A Happy Birthday Fic for Taemin!
Something to put my mind busy a while XDDD
I lost my thumbdrive so a lot of fic will become on hold.
>.< I will try to post up the next chapter soon :D
I wanted to post something longer but yeah it turns out a bit...
Not really happy?
So I guess I shall stop here :D
Pairing: !broken Minho/Taemin
Rating: PG-15
Summary: What you think may not be what’s true.
A/n: Happy Birthday Taemin! It's quite a rush work.... Enjoy!
-Taemin POV-
I’m always told by Hyung that I’m still too young to know what love is but I beg to differ. It’s just a reason you give yourself not to love me. No matter how many times I told you that I love you, your answer would always be the same.
I hid a box of chocolate behind my back, today was another great opportunity for me to confess my love for you. Will take me seriously if you I confess to you today? I waited quietly outside your door, luckily Jonghyun isn’t around. I pushed down the handle and peeked in. You were lying on your bed like usual, I smiled.
It’s not the first time I’m been stalking you at home. I would always take my time to admire you until someone or oyu notice my presence at the door. Jonghyun hyung says that it’s my obsession for you but I personally thinks that it’s more of my love for you makes me who I am today.
“Hyung~” I called out to get your attention. You smiled softly and I went over to your bed. I present you the box of dark chocolate and smiled brightly to you.
“I love you, Minho hyung.” You ruffled my hair, and muttered a soft thanks to me. You accepted my gift and placed it on the table at the side. Does that means we are officially together? I cuddled in bed with you. You seemed a little uneasy, was it because of my action. Isn’t this how couple should act?
“Hyung, I love you.” I wrapped my arms around you tightly but you only pat softly on my hair.
“Taemin ah, you are still too young to understand what love is.” With that you pushed me away and got off from the bed, bringing that box of chocolate to the kitchen.
It been the nth time you rejected my confession and the last rejection was 14 March, which was last month. Actually I don’t know what should I do to get your love, if confession doesn’t work anymore. Perhaps I should really wait until I’m 18. I would stand a better chance since I would be legal by then.
I’m glad that you don’t push me away, at least you allowed me to follow you around like a maknae I am. This means that you are alright with me loving you, isn’t it? With my love around you and you don’t feeling burden at all, does that means you love me too?
I consulted Jonghyun hyung, he suggested that I should start with chessy lines like how he always do with Key. Maybe I should give it a shot. I saw you watching Running Man alone in the living room, what a great opportunity for me to using my newly learnt chessy stuff. I plopped myself beside you. I waited patiently for commercial, it doesn’t really matter if I said it now or later, at least I need to have his attention.
“Hyung… Can I ask you a riddle?” He looked at me, taking on the challenge I have for him. He always look so cute when he’s serious.
“What alphabet do I love the most?” He pondered for a moment.
“T? For your name?” I shook my head, still acting like an innocent kid asking some stupid question.
“S? For SHINee?” I shook my head again. He would never guess it.
“Give up?” He pouted as he never like giving up.
“Alright, tell me the answer.” I smirked slightly.
“U.” I stared at him, he was turning a little red, was he blushing? What Jonghyun hyung thought me actually worked!
“Where did you learn all those from? Not learning things that you should be learning.” He pinched my nose and walked away with saying anything else.
It didn’t work really well, our relationship is still like before. Maybe I should be a little more romantic. Maybe I should say those chessy things at night or when the atmosphere is right. How about tonight I cuddle with Minho hyung. That should do! I waited for midnight to come.
Finally after a long wait, everyone in the dorm was finally asleep. I crept out from my bed and quickly sneaked into Jonghyun and Minho hyung’s room.
He seemed to be still reading his novel. He noticed me at the door and signaled me to his bed as he moved an empty space for me. I got this habit of mine sometimes that I will sleepover at his bed. To him it’s like a once a week thingy.
He switch off the small reading lamp beside him. I snuggled close to him. Usually I would be talking with him at night, but tonight I just don’t know what I should say. What would be the best moment for me to say it. I love the way you caress my hair as if I was like your lover.
“Is there something wrong, Tae? You are unusually quiet tonight. Something’s wrong?” Your words of concern warm my heart. How I selfishly wished it will only be mine.
“Hyung….I’m a coward”
“Did you have a nightmare?” You were afraid something bad might happened to me right?
“When I watch horror movie I don’t have the courage to open my eyes. When I go to high ground, my legs will shake.”
“But for me, the scariest thing is when I can’t see you.” I buried my head on your chest, you ran your hand down my hair softly.
“Taemin ah, don’t worry… It’s just a dream. I will forever be by your side.”
I’m officially turning 18 by tomorrow. This few months our relationship was really getting closer and closer. I like the skinship we have, whether in front of fans or behind the scene.
Perhaps if I confess again, Minho would take me serious. I’m already 18 soon.
Today will be the day where 2min turn real. Today will also be the day where I see light gleaming brightly in my life. Today will also be the day where I can walk on this road with you.
I wanted to find you in your room, I happily opened the door but you weren’t alone…
I thought you are only mine, Minho…
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A Happy Birthday Fic for Taemin!
Something to put my mind busy a while XDDD
I lost my thumbdrive so a lot of fic will become on hold.
>.< I will try to post up the next chapter soon :D
I wanted to post something longer but yeah it turns out a bit...
Not really happy?
So I guess I shall stop here :D