Hi Everybody!

( one huge ass update )

Im too sad and depressed to write anything.. so ill just write..

im too sad and depressed.

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First weekend on the buspar... I have to do it alone. Leon is in Jersey visiting the nephews.

Funny how life does that to me.

So.... I have been really stressed out. Mega stressed out. Uber Mega stressed out. All people can say to me is "calm down". Well fuck. Thanks for solving all my problems. If I would have thought of that I would have been fine ( Read more... )

Life is pretty hectic. Between school and work I really just dont have much time for anything. This week was especially challenging since so many things are on my plate for work.  I cant seem to fit school in after work ( Read more... )

So... session #2 of therapy today. I still don't feel solved. lol All it is really is just me talking about myself... which I am sure hes glad I am paying him for. Hes a nice guy.. he looks exactly like Dr. Marvin Manroe from the simpsons. We bonded today because he understood my hatred of people. Instead of treating me like a psycho and saying ( Read more... )

Sometimes.. I really dont know who I am... a survivor of being a victim, or a victim of being a survivor

I have decided my life can pretty much be summed up with the fact that its nothing but a series of "lesser of two evils" choices.