I don't really know where to start. I...shit...I have no idea what I'm doing. It's just that I need to let this out somewhere ( Read more... )

I thiink I've something new. Helplessness. A dear friend of mine is hurting, more than I can possibly understand. I watch and listen as what is happening to her happens .And I want to make that pain go away. To take it in myself and away from her. To make it disappear. But I don't know how. Please let me know how. Let me know.

I'm gonna be moving in with Robey on Sunday. I guess you can all figure out what this means. Lees entarweb, but closer to friends, work, and fun. And farther from family.

So, if you're looking for me, that's where I'll be. Oh, and I MIGHT be getting a phone soon. Dunno, but we'll see.

-Valar morghulis

Owen

That such a thing could happen to such a person. This denies the existence of God even more. No benevolent higher power would do this. Not that. And not to her ( Read more... )

Now, that I'm using this, I have no idea what to write ( Read more... )

I can't believe I still have this damn thing.

And I'm gonna start using it again.

Oh my fucking God, it was AMAZING! He played Dirty Blvd., Ecstacy, Coney Island Baby, I'm Waiting For The Man, The Raven, and Ended with Sweet Jane and Perfect Day. It was so incredibly cool. I cannot even begin to describe how amazing he is live. I was in awe, that I was in the same location as the guy who has literally lifted me out of so ( Read more... )

John Tucker Must Die was both immensly shitty and somewhat funny. Don't waste money on it, but don't be afraid to waste other people's money on it either ( Read more... )

Funny. I don't know where my life is going. If it is going anywhere. Now that's looking highly doubtful. I see all my dreams going places I never imagined them going. Largo, Les Mis, Bradbury, Godspell. They all seem so far away, almost like they happened to someone else. Am I Liverface? Did I live as Lespere and do I have something worth ( Read more... )

I wanted so much to be the hero. And I played it so often, though I am not sure how well. You tell me, eh. Though I tried to be that which my friends and family looked up to, it becomes all too clear that I am not going to be able to live up to that idealistic view of myself. Nowhere near it, in fact. I did try, for whatever it is worth. ( Read more... )