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this is getting terrible, im really in a downward spiral. im trying the best i can, its just getting worse, im blacking out more often, and i realise its cause of you. im putting up a brave front infront of everyone. but its really no use, yea i can go on doing it. no sweat, my life is a bloody lie. -
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should i really come over there and visit you. i mean im sure i will feel better for the period im there. but once back i might be even be feeling worse than before. hais but i do believe i might be salvage something for us to work on. its just so darn fucked up that you just dunt even feel that you still have feelings for me one darn bit. i mean ( Read more... ) -
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i really wish one day you would read all of this. realise how much you mean to me, how much i really do love you. and realise that you do love still. im sure one day you will. love you woman. -
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i wonder what the world would be like without music. Thank god for it. -
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i dunt care how many people you date, or how many times you are doing it with him...ill still love you woman. ill still take you back with open arms. you are the love of my life. -
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Sometime you just dunt want to let go of things. You wished you lived in the past. Maybe thats why some people buy antiques and old cars and all. They wished to relieve the magic those stuff gave them many years ago. Thats different with people, cause some choose to move on. looking for something more exciting, new and not predictable. Well i never ( Read more... ) -
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Hais she admitted to it. i still love her still nonetheless. however she doesnt feel the same way. i gues once you have that power and feel that you can have anything you wish for it corrupts. like laced wine. i hope she is happy with what she is doing. i really do. i would never spite her for it. though she might think im asking her questions like ( Read more... ) -
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i guess you could say i feel much better, but really to me i feel numbed. im still as miserable as ever. feel as sickly and sleeping problems arnt making me better. the booze and pills are what thats keeping me through this rough patch manageable. i really hate it when i have my mind all alone to myself. maybe im becoming deillusional. ive got so ( Read more... )