Wow, I think the last time I wrote in here I talked about how displeased I am with my life with David... Nothing much has changed. Except for that maybe it has gotten worse. I'm just not happy. I made a mistake, and I admit it. We rushed into things and for the past almost 3 years, things have moved so fast that my head hasn't stopped spinning ( Read more... )

I think I've finally begun to come to terms with this pregnancy. The job thing was incredibly difficult at first. I had my night to cry about it and since then I've been just fine. It took me a while to get adjusted... I was utterly exhausted the first few days... but now I think I'm handling it quite well. I don't feel like superwoman or ( Read more... )

You know, five years ago I was gonna marry someone else. I was hopelessly in love with him, and thought I could never go on without him. I thought everything was perfect and would stay that way. Shit, to save time for those who don't remember or didn't know me then, it was Ross Gamble. I thought that marrying him was gonna be the greatest thing ( Read more... )

YEAH!!!!! Christmas is finally over. No more running back and forth between families, no more struggling to keep EVERYONE happy! And we've decided once and for all that this disaster will NOT take place next year. Next year David and I will have a baby with us and we are refusing to drag it around between several households over Christmas Eve ( Read more... )

I was sitting around the apartment with nothing to do after applying for a job online and decided to see if my LiveJournal still existed, and to my amazement, it does. I was all bummed out b/c of current joba dn monetary problems so I started going back reading through old entries. Some of em made me giggle, others made me feel all contemplative ( Read more... )

Dayton and I seem to be getting along quite well. We've been "not dating" since a couple days after my last entry. My dad seems to be expecting him to come around on Christmas. And well, he just makes me happy. I s'pose that's a good thing, huh? But I'm not expecting too much or pushing for anything. I'm taking this one day at a time and excepting ( Read more... )

Last night I was out with my friend Nick. We were both bored and hungry so we were heading to the O'Charley's on Outer Loop to get a bite (well, he got MUCH more than a bite) to eat. While sitting at the intersection of Old Shep and Outer Loop (we were coming from his house), Dayton called my cell phone. He was at work at the Sears in J-Mall and ( Read more... )

Okay, so it's been a long time since I've entered in this Live Journal thing and I'm catching a lit of flack about it. So here it goes ( Read more... )

Well. let's see. I really was not home at all this weekend, but I was here in Louisville the whole time. I was with Justin the entire weekend. I spent the night with him Friday night and Saturday night. And usually after spending that much time consecutively with a person I'm ready for a break, but I wasn't. And I'm still not. Sunday (June 23) we ( Read more... )

Okay, so life hasn't been quite the same since Derby Day. And well, I can't say that I can complain. I don't think that there has been a day go by that I haven't seen or atleast talked to Justin for almost the past two months. Since Derby Day to be exact. That's when he first said anything to me about how he feels about me. I can't describe what's ( Read more... )