My Most Sincere Apologies
Okay, so it's been a long time since I've entered in this Live Journal thing and I'm catching a lit of flack about it. So here it goes.
I don't remember when my last entry was or what it was about but i do remember that one about Justin and I gettign together. Well, scratch that and just pretend it enver happened. It turns out that the ass wipe bought a house and practically forgot that I existed. He thinks that I turned into crazy psycho-bitch, but all I wanted was some time with my boyfriend/best friend.... was that too much to ask? I guess so. So anyway, we broke up and said we would stay friends, but well, that isn't really happening either b/c within the nearly 2 months that we have been broken up (we broke up Sept. 11, 2002, btw) he has managed to piss me off in more ways than I ever thought imaginable. So that's that and I'm not saying anymore about that, lest I say something out of anger and deface him all across the internet.
So I've managed to make a new group of friends... Nick, Ben, David, Mike, and Vince. I love these guys like a bunch of brothers. I haven't had this much fun since high school when I hung around with my DeSales guys. And I miss them dearly. If there were ever a reason that I would wish to be able to go back to high school... it would be just to be able to hang around with them again: my Charles, Scott, Ross, Brad, Steve, Dave, Brandon, and maybe Justin. But that was back when life was simple... or it seems simple now anyway.
Now I have to work for a living (with blows), and pay for things. I have to pay for my car (which I love), the insurance, my food, gas, clothes, anything that I need or want. I HATE having bills to pay, but well... that's my fault... I wanted things. Anyway, enough with the sob story.
Since I have broken up with Justin, I have realized the importance of maintaining friendships. I'm trying my hardest to keep in touch with the people who have made an impression in my life. But with everyone growing up, having their own lives, and just being busy, it's often difficult to do that.
Okay, I promise, I shall try harder to keep my Live Journal updated more frequently... but please note that I said TRY. I hardly get on the internet now, especially since I have this tendonitis problem in my right arm. I love you all!
I don't remember when my last entry was or what it was about but i do remember that one about Justin and I gettign together. Well, scratch that and just pretend it enver happened. It turns out that the ass wipe bought a house and practically forgot that I existed. He thinks that I turned into crazy psycho-bitch, but all I wanted was some time with my boyfriend/best friend.... was that too much to ask? I guess so. So anyway, we broke up and said we would stay friends, but well, that isn't really happening either b/c within the nearly 2 months that we have been broken up (we broke up Sept. 11, 2002, btw) he has managed to piss me off in more ways than I ever thought imaginable. So that's that and I'm not saying anymore about that, lest I say something out of anger and deface him all across the internet.
So I've managed to make a new group of friends... Nick, Ben, David, Mike, and Vince. I love these guys like a bunch of brothers. I haven't had this much fun since high school when I hung around with my DeSales guys. And I miss them dearly. If there were ever a reason that I would wish to be able to go back to high school... it would be just to be able to hang around with them again: my Charles, Scott, Ross, Brad, Steve, Dave, Brandon, and maybe Justin. But that was back when life was simple... or it seems simple now anyway.
Now I have to work for a living (with blows), and pay for things. I have to pay for my car (which I love), the insurance, my food, gas, clothes, anything that I need or want. I HATE having bills to pay, but well... that's my fault... I wanted things. Anyway, enough with the sob story.
Since I have broken up with Justin, I have realized the importance of maintaining friendships. I'm trying my hardest to keep in touch with the people who have made an impression in my life. But with everyone growing up, having their own lives, and just being busy, it's often difficult to do that.
Okay, I promise, I shall try harder to keep my Live Journal updated more frequently... but please note that I said TRY. I hardly get on the internet now, especially since I have this tendonitis problem in my right arm. I love you all!