ummmm... fuck you?

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.......have a nice day!

ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch! I'm so fucking done with all you fucking stupid online friends. Its over. I don't need anyone anymore. So fuck off and go to hell. Yes, that does mean you.

Go on, get going.

I just spent over an hour writing an entry, and then livejournal went down and I lost the whole thing. And I don't know if I can ever repeat what I typed. but I have to try. to try to make things better ( Read more... )

How in the hell did I get so fucking sick so fast! Yesterday morning I was totally fine. My friend came and picked me up about 12 and I was still fine. We went out to lunch, I was fine. Went to her grandpas house to clean. still fine. But about 2:30 I started to feel sick. And then it hit me. Way bad. I was so pale that my lips barely had any color ( Read more... )

blah blah blah, I want to write, but there is no use. because i can't write what I really want to. And it would be pointless, because no one ever reads this, ever. I woke up crying this morning, and I'm still crying. great for me! I think I might go back to bed. I don't know whats wrong with me ( Read more... )

I must be the worst person in the world. Ever. Really. I've spent the last half an hour sobbing. I'm so horrible. All i wanted to do was make her happy, and I knew just want to do. And I was gonna do it no matter what the price, because thats what friends are for. And she deserves it! she really does. After all she has done for me, everything, she ( Read more... )

Twenty-seven times I paint the city in lights ( Read more... )

We talked about it ( Read more... )

I have a feeling that I'm going to be updating a lot more in the next few weeks. Because this stupid journal is about all I have. No, correction, its ALL I have. i don't know whats wrong with me anymore, but i can't handle it. I'm breaking and it hurts. I'm falling to pieces, watch out, don't touch me, you might get cut. Don't look at me, you might ( Read more... )

I met the most amazing girl on friday. Absolutely amazing. She had me smiling for the first time.. in I don't know how long. She is coming to visit soon, and I cannot even wait. Life.. is worth living, well, for right now atleast ( Read more... )