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I must be the worst person in the world. Ever. Really. I've spent the last half an hour sobbing. I'm so horrible. All i wanted to do was make her happy, and I knew just want to do. And I was gonna do it no matter what the price, because thats what friends are for. And she deserves it! she really does. After all she has done for me, everything, she so deserved it. And I'm afraid I got her hopes up, and I feel like such a bitch. I lied to be able to get the money for the tickets. And I should have known it would back fire. because I can't lie. Ever. My mom always finds out. And she did. And as soon as she found out what was going on she said no, absolutely not, it was a crazy idea. If only she knew...
You can't put a price on life..
She's probably never going to talk to me again. I should never say things that I cant keep. That I can't hold my word to. Oh my I feel so terrible. I just wanted to go crawl in my bed and hope that some day she will forgive me. She is the sweetest, nicest most amazing person ever. And I don't know what I would do without her, And I think I just blew it.
I tried, I really did. I tried my best. My mom doesn't understand my friendships. She doesn't understand I offered the ticket. As a thank you. That she wasn't using me. She didn't ASK ME for the ticket. I told her I would buy it for her. So mom, if you read this, which I know you do... She didn't ask, I told her I would give it to her. You know why? Because I wouldn't be here without her and its the least I can do.
I just want to die.
If you read this.... Mel, I'm sorry. I tried. I'm really really sorry. You have no idea. I feel so terrible. I'm like the worst thing thats ever happened to you, huh. I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me. <3
You can't put a price on life..
She's probably never going to talk to me again. I should never say things that I cant keep. That I can't hold my word to. Oh my I feel so terrible. I just wanted to go crawl in my bed and hope that some day she will forgive me. She is the sweetest, nicest most amazing person ever. And I don't know what I would do without her, And I think I just blew it.
I tried, I really did. I tried my best. My mom doesn't understand my friendships. She doesn't understand I offered the ticket. As a thank you. That she wasn't using me. She didn't ASK ME for the ticket. I told her I would buy it for her. So mom, if you read this, which I know you do... She didn't ask, I told her I would give it to her. You know why? Because I wouldn't be here without her and its the least I can do.
I just want to die.
If you read this.... Mel, I'm sorry. I tried. I'm really really sorry. You have no idea. I feel so terrible. I'm like the worst thing thats ever happened to you, huh. I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me. <3