Generally, I am...

Jan 24, 2009 22:25

I feel like I am coated in clay. It is cool and malleable. I can shape it into anything.

So, tell me what you want, what you need, and I will change my shape and become it, desperate to be seen and heard, loved and appreciated. The closest I can come is to become what you need and let you love that.

Sometimes I'm afraid that underneath the clay is a creature so passionate it can't contain itself, that its boundless love and fascination would tear it to pieces. I think I want to embrace the whole world. I want to know it deeply, I would fly a million different directions trying to be with it all. How can this creature be let loose when it is such a danger to itself? I'm afraid my heart would burst with wonder.

identity, fear

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