you know what...this fucking live journal shit is a fucking waste of time...only one person wanted me on this stupid fucking thing so fuck it you will never see a entry from me on here again cuz i have better things to do like working and making money!

well i think that that was the best weekend ive had in months! and i loved it, but i still cant remember that i carried matt up the hill then me and taco put him on the couch. so that makes me wonder what else i did but cant remember in the last 2 days, cuz ive been drunk basicaly for the last 48 hours! but i just need a day to recover but i could ( Read more... )

well its all over now...

totally disregard that last entry....cuz she set me up for the biggest fall of my life...i thought she was the one...i thought that i was the lucky one...finding my true love the first time. i thought that we were perfect together but now she doesnt want any of this. im sick of getting dicked around. tomorrow if anyone even looks at me wrong im ( Read more... )

i love the world i love her i love everything i am the happiest person on the face on the planet and i want everybody to know how happy i am...WORLD I AM THE HAPPIEST PERSON ALIVE!!!!I LOVE YOU LEAH!!!!!!

some how in my heart and soul i know that i have lost you and it really hurts...i know i havent lost you as a friend but ive lost you as something more and thats all we ever been...and i just fell as though i should give into all my cravings and my wants and everybody elses needs and wants of me...so i feel like im being pulled in many different ( Read more... )

well that really fucking helped alot...god what a waste of fucking time that was!

well im about to go and see the ring 2 with shelly and dan so that should be fun and yaaaaaaaay tomorrow my baby comes home and i really hope she has the answer that i wanna hear...but untill then i shall hope for the best:) and thanx shelly for you input on the situation i really need another persons outlook on this cuz im going crazy in my own ( Read more... )

well its like day 3 and i miss her soooo fucking much and the moment she phones me i am gonna be the happiest person alive:D

well im off my friendly droogs
Justin

well shes gone now and i cant talk to her for a week and a half:(