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some how in my heart and soul i know that i have lost you and it really hurts...i know i havent lost you as a friend but ive lost you as something more and thats all we ever been...and i just fell as though i should give into all my cravings and my wants and everybody elses needs and wants of me...so i feel like im being pulled in many different directions at once... but i dont want to be anything else but boyfriend and girlfriend, but i guess im being selfish...
im not gonna be on msn tonight cuz i dont feel like coming on...it just seems like a hassel right now...so if anybody wants to talk to me you will have to phone me.
leah im gonna phone you tomorrow so i can convince your dad about the weekend and im gonna be totally honest with him and im gonna tell him whats going on and how i feel so you can listen if you want but thats up to you.
im not gonna be on msn tonight cuz i dont feel like coming on...it just seems like a hassel right now...so if anybody wants to talk to me you will have to phone me.
leah im gonna phone you tomorrow so i can convince your dad about the weekend and im gonna be totally honest with him and im gonna tell him whats going on and how i feel so you can listen if you want but thats up to you.