this has been a big year in finding out who i am.
and what it means to find out who i am.
and how who i am is always changing, and a little undefinable. 
i've been missing summer. this last summer in particular; warmth, leaving my windows open, baking in the heat, fans, sitting out on the porch, reading in esther short, walking through the pearl ( Read more... )

music downloaded:
kasabian - empire
band of skulls - baby darling dollface honey
noisettes - wild young hearts
of montreal - sunlandic twins

i should probably stop while i'm still ahead.
and tomorrow, I WILL buy the Mabuses album, because i might die if i don't get it.
-anna

in a month and a half, i will turn 20.
things that i thought would be different when i reached 20:
i didn't think i would have any more teeth coming in (my wisdom teeth are just now starting to come in. fortunately i don't have to have them removed; i apparently have a large mouth. fun fact)
acne
being socially awkward
being properly employed
finding ( Read more... )

sometimes it weirds me out that i still use livejournal. just because i know so many people who used to use it and stopped forever ago, and how livejournal is definitely a has been as far as blogging sites go. and yet i still really like it; it's simple, it meets my needs, and i know all the ins and outs. i've also had this journal since 8th grade ( Read more... )

lately , i've been feeling:
childish and juvenile. and back to wishing that real life was like sleeping dreams, fantastical and whimsical and adventurous and full of my deepest subconscious wishes.
unfortunately, it isn't. also unfortunately is that my tonsils are grotesquely swollen and hurt like a bitch. i'm on antibiotics now, and the headaches ( Read more... )

take a hint, stop texting me. it's just awkward and although i know i should actually say it straight out, i also think you should be able to take the hint and give me some space.
in other news, it's really fucking hot here in vantucky. this weekend's pdx pop now left me braindead, exhausted, and crowded by moshers and crowd surfers. it also, ( Read more... )

finally registered for my classes today. also had my adviser tell me that i was doing excellently academically, and told me to send in applications to be an ambassador or on the student conduct board. also found out that i got an A in that eng class last semester that i thought i had failed because i kept sleeping through it. got home, registered ( Read more... )

nothing like watching a Law and Order episode about out of control alcoholic teenagers drinking themselves to death, after a big night of drinking games.
wedding, adorable. post wedding party, slightly sketchy. feeling brain dead.
-anna

fourth of july included:
shopping for grillin' food
watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre (part of it anyway)
eating
heat
whiskey and coke
trying to get the grill going
hookah on the lawn
failing at lighting the grill
microwaved veggie dogs
whiskey and rootbeer
which isn't any better than whiskey and coke
wine
lots of excellent excellent friends
EPIC fireworks
walking ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm starting to take myself more seriously again, and i don't like it
summer is relaxing and chill. very little to report
this week just sort of fucking disappeared, so something interesting had better happening starting tomorrow
-anna