Dec 31, 2009 17:11
this has been a big year in finding out who i am.
and what it means to find out who i am.
and how who i am is always changing, and a little undefinable.
i've been missing summer. this last summer in particular; warmth, leaving my windows open, baking in the heat, fans, sitting out on the porch, reading in esther short, walking through the pearl district, timber's games at pge park, walking through mt. tabor, east mooreland garage sales, evening walks down belmont and hawthorne, walking barefoot, fourths of july, firsts, and rediscovering that part of myself that i thought was gone.
but remembering all of that just makes me miss you all over again.
goodbye, 2009. you took part of me, killed it, and then spat it out again into something else. thank you for this end of the year snow and for someone who i find very dear.
-anna
snow,
summer,
goodbye,
2009,
nostalgia,
new years,
2010