So as the followup appointment comes ever closer I have been reading more and more online to see what is causing the miscarriages ( Read more... )

A primary guide for parents who have recently experienced the death of a child through miscarriage, stillbirth or other perinatal loss.
C. Elizabeth Carney,
P.O. Box 829,
Great River, NY 11739
Fourteen years ago I gave birth to a baby girl. Four hours later she died because of an internal malformation that was undetectable during my ( Read more... )

So Lou's friend was all ( Read more... )

I have been trying to put into words how I have been. It's normally the first question I hear when someone speaks to me that knows ( Read more... )

Last night my hormones crashed. They are still crashing now ( Read more... )

I still feel cruddy ( Read more... )

Just a disclaimer for those with weak stomachs, this is going to be a graphic and somewhat disturbing post.

When I learned that I lost this last pregnancy, March 31st, we had time to prepare. With the other three we thought everything was fine until I found blood. At that point I felt panic and sadness, fear and anger, everything I could ( Read more... )

So have you ever known something and the medical world didn't confirm it ( Read more... )

Lou and I went on a walk today and I raged. I went on and on and how pissed off I was about things.

He was all, well baby, you are being kinda combative.

"What do you mean, combative? When??"

When I fully knew I was raging and being combative, but it's one of the bullshit tricks us ladies pull on you unsuspecting men. Sorry.

"You're all upset, which ( Read more... )

So while those that try to console me seem to want to find inspiration from God. It just makes me sick ( Read more... )