who wants to know what i hate? being judged for my vices. YAY! seriousLy? i thought this was something i was done with after meLissa and my parents. but i guess not. its not Like he didnt know that i cut. its not Like hes never seen it before. pLease dont bring it up and joke about it Like you'LL ever know. you cant. you cant because you have no ( Read more... )

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i Love that the first three peopLe are aLL kit. heLLa.

xo meLanie

my weekend was an interesting mix of rather good and death by intoxication. too bad i didnt do it. things have actuaLLy been reaLLy bad LateLy. Like pre therapy bad. im trying to figure out what is wrong with me and there is so much that i need to take into account and im overwheLmed. i dont know where to begin...because everything that i come up ( Read more... )

i feel like there was a rug ( Read more... )

remember how happy i was in my last entry? its amazing how fast something like that can be killed. im still happy with school and work and my friends, but my family life is atrocious. my mom has been on a rampage. all she does is yell about how unhappy she is because no one in the family does anything. she talks about how she keeps trying to help ( Read more... )

7th grade...those were the days
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i rarely update my livejournal but i am going to start again because i find writing to be a fabulous outlet. myspace blogging doesnt cut it for me. i go back to school january 18th. im taking photography, english, and lit magazine workshop. im excited to start. even though i really miss seeing my friends everyday, i feel like im going to like ( Read more... )