ME: My greatest fear, and what I would consider to be a waking nightmare, is to be married to a Chinese guy (and his family business for sure) where I will be expected to shed myself in service of the deeply rooted cultures of sexism, patriarchy, and backwards conservatism. A culture that has actual language to describe a woman "entering a family" ( Read more... )

I've been admitted to IESE ( Read more... )

So another year has just come and gone. (And I'm back on LJ to document it a bit.) I remember last year, my "resolution" was to be able to give a good answer any time I was asked "What's new with you?". I've been really sick and tired of living the same listless life for the past 5 years. In a way, this "resolution" set a few things in motion for ( Read more... )

IESE
ESADE
HKU
HKUST?
Georgetown?

But first, a kick ass GMAT.

In a word, 2014 can be summed up as stagnant. I can't believe I'm still here -- in a frustrating and sometimes degrading way. My life hasn't moved forward at all. Yes, I had my share of fun. I had my share of travel. I had my share of loss also. But in general, 2014 is the year I close this chapter. For the first time ever, I'm in no mood to ( Read more... )

Choose ( Read more... )

Either God hates me or He over-estimates me.
I can't be this unappreciated and lonely forever.

1. Sending legal documents for me to sign late at night. No explanations, no prefaces as to what this is all about ( Read more... )

I may never be able to fully comprehend just how much of a disappointment you turned out to be.

Not because I don't want to. I really really want to.

But because I can't imagine anyone wanting and willing enough to put up with my crappy family.

My mom's bullshit is already bad enough.
Add my mom's side's bullshit.
Now add my dad's side's treachery and bullshit.

Really. I wouldn't even want to commit to myself.