I guess I am cynical. I have tried so many different ways of trying things in my life that I have turned into a coward, I tend not to do things because of fear of regret and failure or worse, upsetting someone. We got denied income support today which is bullshit, we've been advised by the appropriate people that we qualify and should claim it, now ( Read more... )

My last update was in December, which wasn't per'say, an "update" so much as a guilty "check in", anyways, I explained that shit! :P ( Read more... )

Good morning blue, i am so much less tired today, think it's cos i had a great night's sleep , i had a dream but i cannee remember what it was about maybe i'll remember later you never know!Gemma came rtound yesterday, it was nice to see her, she seemed a bit happier, it's nice to see her happy i hate it when shes hurting. Yay i get my bloody ( Read more... )

This is my very first entry and i am bummed i think the hardest thing in this world to do apart from live in it (buffy quote) is to make a difficult relationship work, especially if it seems that the other party is not interested in making it work . . .  you know it moves along nicely for a couple of weeks, then when they are all "shagged" out it ( Read more... )