Just because it is what it is, doesn't mean it has to be as it's been
I was thinking on that phrase because, like mslynx, something is changing within me that I can't really identify yet.
Whatever it is, it's manifesting by my withdrawal from involvement in nearly everything that isn't about my own development and my surroundings, relationships and stuff that I haven't spent nearly enough time on before this.
My focus is on my wants and needs and what energizes and strengthens me, even though I feel like I've been playing hermit for several months and am feeling somewhat isolated in that. I'm missing people who are important to me because my focus is elsewhere. These friends remain as important as ever, but I'm finding comfort in my own company right now and that's a new thing for me.
Am I self-involved? Self-centred? Well yes, but not in a self-serving and selfish way. I'm looking inward and that's doing... something... I just don't know what it is right now.
I'm becoming... but I don't know what yet.
Whatever it is, it's manifesting by my withdrawal from involvement in nearly everything that isn't about my own development and my surroundings, relationships and stuff that I haven't spent nearly enough time on before this.
My focus is on my wants and needs and what energizes and strengthens me, even though I feel like I've been playing hermit for several months and am feeling somewhat isolated in that. I'm missing people who are important to me because my focus is elsewhere. These friends remain as important as ever, but I'm finding comfort in my own company right now and that's a new thing for me.
Am I self-involved? Self-centred? Well yes, but not in a self-serving and selfish way. I'm looking inward and that's doing... something... I just don't know what it is right now.
I'm becoming... but I don't know what yet.