i am just sitting here, crocheting myself an interesting little summerweight halter top, when i suddenly and spontaneously started crying.  not sobbing or anything, just sudden tears rolling down ( Read more... )

I had to cancel plans again because of snow, twice in one week, mostly because I'm so terrified of driving in snow. I hate it and now I'm feeling bad about cancelling... I wish I had just gone, it's not even snowing anymore. But I just couldn't have imagined driving 45 minutes in potentially dangerous weather. Also, I'm tired! I went out Friday ( Read more... )

I had some horrible dreams last night, or maybe early this morning.  Nonetheless they really screwed with my head and messed up my day.  I was just really freaked out and sad all day.  Sort of a mixed state I'd say, rapid cycling, the works.  There was a terrible sadness underneath it all though.  I've been real depressed the past few days.  For a ( Read more... )

I broke down and sobbeds and told my husband everything, how empty and sadand stressed I feel, and how I just wish sometimmes that I just wouldn't wake up ( Read more... )

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