so my 20th birthday is tomorrow. and its pretty much gonna suck. my car is broken still and i wont get a new one until at least a week from now. i have one friend that wants to spend it with me. and i cant even see the person that i pretty much care about more than anything because he is too far. but i get to see my pregnant sister and that will ( Read more... )

damn...i miss you more everyday.

PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME!!!

yeah, i'm not really sure whats wrong with me lately. things have been good so i should be happy but i'm not. i'm not upset i'm just kind of...nothing. but i should be really happy all the time. i have no idea what the hell im talking about. i miss my dad, i never see him anymore. i miss harmony. i wish we both werent so busy. i have an interview ( Read more... )

so right now i am at work and i am so ungodly uncomfortable and fidgety. i think it's from lack of sleep. and my throat has that really annoying scratchy feeling that makes you wanna cough all the time but doesn't exactly hurt. i just wanna go home after work and eat and watch movies. fuck partying right now. i am never in the mood anymore. all i ( Read more... )

yeah...the truth is i know exactly what i want. but it's never gonna happen so i just say i have no idea what i want because the fact is i have no idea how to get what i want. kinda confusing.

i am in such the cuddling mood right now. too bad i live at work and there is really no one here i want to cuddle with. bummerrr ='[

so life has been pretty good lately. i started school and i really like it. i think taking a class with nobody i know was a good idea because i can stay focused. i'm at work right now...go figure. but when it comes down to it, i really love my job. i'm just here all the time. haha. but i have it very good here and my boss is the shit basically. and ( Read more... )

there was a boy
a very strange, enchanted boy
they say he wandered very far
very far over land and sea
a little shy and sad of eye
but very wise was he
and then one day
one magic day
he passed my way
and while we spoke of many things
fools and kings
this he said to me
"the greatest thing you'll ever learn
is just to love...
and be loved in return"

so i always update at work because it passes the time and there is nothing better to do. for those of you that don't know, i work at beaumont and i love my job but it gets soooo boring sometimes that i want to rip my hair out. so nothing really has been going on. i went shopping yesterday and got a few things that i am really excited about since i ( Read more... )