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yeah, i'm not really sure whats wrong with me lately. things have been good so i should be happy but i'm not. i'm not upset i'm just kind of...nothing. but i should be really happy all the time. i have no idea what the hell im talking about. i miss my dad, i never see him anymore. i miss harmony. i wish we both werent so busy. i have an interview tomorrow that is making me nervous already. it's like an actual job interview that i have to dress up for and bring proof of education and a resume. i know i sound like an idiot right now. i have just never had a serious interview like that before. my social life was good for about a day. but whatever. i dunno. my life is good...i'm just in a rut.