fuck
It seems like when im sad or have something on my mind i always do this. I speak my mind to this fucking journal that everyone reads. Im fucking hurting, bad..Why do i keep doing this to myself. Feeling like i need this certain someone in my life when it is just hurting me. Even though i do love him i dont know if any love is worth this pain. Is it? Should i stil try when it doesn't seem like he gives a flying fuck? I think it is time that i start out fresh. All i want in life is happiness but it seems as if i can never have that anymore?When is this going to get better