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So it's been a really long time since i've been on this thing. I didn't really know people still update but they do and that excites me alot. I really miss old friends and how shit used to be. I know i know, i say that alot but this time i really really mean it. I have been happy lately for the most part and shit is going good i just really miss him. It sucks. I can't believe that we are actually over i never thought i'd see the day when that would happend. But it has officially been about 3 weeksand i need to get over it and move on. Damn thats nutso! Shit doesn't seem real lately. It seems like all i really do is work and sleep. I don't see alot of my friends because they go to school or work and the only person i really hang out with during the week is fran if she is here and if im lucky. Fuck im lonely. FUCK FUCK FUCK...