Emptyness
What i've been feeling lately is really making me depressed. I had all these "close" friends and all of a sudden i feel like i have no one. I honestly cannot remember the last time some one called me just to see how i was doing. Yeah you go to school, so what..that has never stopped anyone before. Just as i was begininning to think i was fitting in again and close to everyone. It ends! They all make efforts to hang out with other people. Basically everyone, but me! There is not one person in this world that i could call when i've had a bad day and vent to. Not one person out of all my "best friends." You guys don't even know the fucking meaning of a best friend.